Hellooooo, been a week since i last blogged, unusual for me.

Mainly because i have had nothing of interest to say.

On wednesday i was supposed to be going out for the night with the guy i met a couple months back in twickenham, the one i went out with a couple of times then kinda stopped talking to. Well i wasn't too keen on seeing him again, but he had been persistant in asking to see me again, then the night came, and i was ready and waiting for him, meeting time came and went, then i get a text saying he was running 45 minutes late. Now i would normally be a bit annoyed but i'd wait but his excuse was that he had just got home from football. Now i know that was a lie becuase 1) we had arranged that time so he had plenty of time to get home from football, get ready and come and meet me, and 2) because in fact he had been on msn all afternoon and evening. He must have thought i was really stupid to believe that.

I told him not to bother coming anymore, and he got angry wih me, swearing and insulting and all that, saying he was on his way home.

hang on a minute, the last text he said he was already home!

next text he said he'd had to take his mate to hospital with a broken ankle. that was it for me, lying about something like that as an escuse for being so late to meet me!

anyway after that i was angry, upset, then releived. happy that finally i'd got him out of my life, and it was all his own doing.

saturday night was spent with loads of mates sitting by richmond river all night long, from 9pm til 4am! Was a lovely night to be able to sit, relax and chat to my friends, some i haven't seen in ages, and have a drink, drink more, play guitars, sing along and dance about, and have lots of random strangers come and sit with us too! Great night!

now for the confusion part. tomorrow i have arranged to meet up with a guy i met through my mates, i know he used to like my mate, but she said she didnt like him, and even recently she has said how much she doesn't like him. Once however me and this guy drunkenely got a bit too close, and my friend got really annoyed with me for that. Since that happened me and the guy have chatted loads, and become mates, now last night when we were arranging to meet up, i just felt so excited, and i realised how much i like this guy. Sounds stupid i know, but he makes me laugh, makes me feel so happy, make me feel safe and i feel so comfy around him and feel like i can talk to him about anything. He then randomly bought up the time we got too close, and said how he doesn't regret it at all, and that if his mates come out with us too tomorrow, then he doesnt want them coming anywhere near me.

I'm so confused. I think i really like him, but i feel like i can't do anything about it becuase of my friend. hmmm. help!